I'm so frustrated w/ this stupid dance. We are back to the distant cheek kisses.

He has a persoanl issue going on btwn him and his family and I get treated distantly. I'm feeling so frustrated and resentful. I don't know how to detach. Just when I think I'm making progress he'll give me a kiss on the lips or hug me so tight while we sleep and I feel a connection. Now we are back to the really distant barely touching tap kiss on the cheek and I don't want that! I hate this already!!!!!!!!!

M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug