You are right...in the beginning all I did was cry and beg and plead for him to stay...I am almost 2 years into this and of course there's no change, nor do I see him ever changing...but I am better...really...and no you can't believe they would do this to you that's why the begging and pleading...I don't do this anymore...no I love you's, nothing...
I have to tell you though that today I was running around like a crazy woman trying to get my D16 ready for Florida...she leaves today....my phone rang..without knowing who it was I answered..it was H....he had just gotten done at the doctor and wanted to ask me something about getting his prescription filled, so being his mother still, I told him what to do...then he asked about son at D22's and if he went to college today (I'll tell you in a minute)...we both chuckled a little then he started to tell me about his ankle....I'm tired of hearing about his ankle but I let him talk...then he asked when D16 was leaving, I said, today....He said I didn't know that..Well, if he would ask I would tell him....that was the end of the conversation...he doesnt talk to me much at all and then when he needs help with stuff, he calls me....he could figure it out himself..
so yesterday i had to go get an I.D. for D16 for Florida cause she needed something and doesn't have her license yet....they forgot to give me MY license back...augghhhh.....My son called me in the meantime and told me he had to attend D22 class at college cause her fiance was somewhere where you had to be 18....S11 is so funny...he absorbs everything....he said, mom guess what....I had to go to college with D22 today...I said, was it fun..He said, no it was boring...LOL...it was a 3 hour class...he said he played games on D22's phone and all they talked about in class was Diarhea & Constipation...LOL...he will tell me all when he gets home...
So, tonight I start my 2 days by myself...dinner tonight,, tomorrow I am getting a pedicure with my friend then dinner...it's all about me tomorrow....I'm excited....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity