Not doing well at all today. Feeling so sad and depressed. I think I miss having the connection with my H, whatever litle connection it was. It really makes me wonder how in the world I expect my H to break off from OW and his son and even her daughter. I don't think he can handle the withdrawal, which would be triple what I'm going through. I keep telling myself this too shall pass. I know this. Silly me I keep wondering if H is missing me too.