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Thanks for taking the time to read up on my sitch! I appreciate your honest feedback and I agree as time goes on I realize my R with W could result in D which is not what I want right now. However, I'm detaching more each day and building myself up for me \:\)

I do have my bad monents and miss my W very much and would love a second chance to build a new future with her.

One benefit, is I'm closer to God than I have ever been in my life and it feels wonderful. I do pray to Him for myself, my children, as well as for W and OM to get back to Him. I have made new friends and restored old friendships and I still like myself very much. My kids love me and they know I'll always be there for them. So, as hard as this has been, life is not horrible right now. Also, I pray we can reconcile but as you said when the day comes I may have moved completely on and then I can thank her for my awaking.


Last edited by ppenton; 04/07/09 05:35 PM.
Me-44
WAW-42 (ILYBNILWY)
S-16
S-14
M-10/17/1992 T23
Met OM 10/10/08; Bomb 12/27/08; Moved in with OM 01/27/09
Me stronger and happier everyday!