Rob, doc... no, he's not making me afraid, I just don't want any drama if he were to find anything.
That is exactly why I have to connect with other people, it makes me feel good, and right now he certainly doesn't provide that.
and he is controling. Some days more than others. I think that its when he is feeling insecure, then i take the brunt of his insecurity. He has really no outside friends,just one but is too busy to see him. He is busy running to find work etc. No time for anything else. I get that, but I don't get that time either.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
