Hi Gwyn, I wondered how things were going for you. I am sorry that you didn't find any relief or happiness in a D.

You have plenty reason to be bitter, but wallowing in it doesn't help.

Your XH might be looking like he has a great life from the outside, but who knows what is inside his cover.

Start turning your life around one step at a time. What will make you smile today? What will give you a positive feeling?

Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.