Forgive AND forget?

[WCW]

Some days are ok, some days are worse. Will it ever get good or great again??!! or even just be ok for the majority of the time?

One of the things I've been sensing is that H is too 'afraid' of me to initiate any type of healing discussions. He has always been a conflict avoider and thinks if you ignore it long enough it will go away. We just had a hard conversation (involving ow and a bill) that I had to get started, and it ended ok but in typical Venus style I want to talk every detail and H wants to just be done talking about it. He always leaves me wanting more!

I saw this in an email today - W.C. Fields's profound statement "If at first you don't succeed, try again. Then quit. No use being a damn fool about it."

I saw JackThreeBeans told sunshinelewis - If you have 1 shot in a 1,000,000 for the man you love you take it.

Somewhere there is a balance in the middle of that and I just try to keep my bubble in the middle.

Big event coming up for me and I know I can't count on H and I know I am going to be disappointed about him even though I have no expectations. Frustrating!