So, I sent him the file, saying I dont know what else to do. That it's been more than 2 years and my resillience (sp) to loneliness is abandoning me. That I wish he would tell me if he has anything on mind, any ideas how to change the sitch or even if he is happy with it. That I have felt how it is to be desired and appreciated and considered funny and charming and witty and that I like that feeling and I dont want to live without it. That him being a father doesnt mean I am "covered" as a wife, as a woman. That the love that I take but also the love I give isnt making me happy.
Let's see. I bet I get no answer or if I do that he will be mad at me. *shrugs* X
