Good Morning, still cold here, I think this is the last winter's visit we'll get. After this week it will be sunny and warm again. And... I am loosing weight, my back feels better so I will probably be able to exercise some... (yeah right!)
I am sad about the earthquake in Italy. More so because we get to see stories about the greek family whose 2 kids were studying there and they found their D but their son is burried in the earth with the entire building they were living in... It's so tragic. Their mom is there waiting to see if the y will get him out while her daughter is in the hospital.
Bill, I sometimes need to fight the urge to say to him, "come home and lets' just live like this until something happens to change the conditions". But I AM wiser than that and I KNOW that if we do make a move like that, I will either die mentally or cheat on him, even if it is emotional cheating, or he will beat me to it...
I will show him the pie, I am thinking of giving it to him this weekend and give him 2 weeks pies. Bill, I dont know what to do to let him know this isnt working. We got to say we are divorcing 3 weeks ago because there is no progress and we both backed off. He knows it, he doesnt deny it, he feels guilty and sees me as irrational about wanting something he cant give... When I just state the facts he gets defensive. How can I approach him? I can see no way to do it.
I am not settling. I have promised to Woog. I keep my promises. K
