I think I am not expressing myself very well lately. Thinking this over on the way home, what I should have written earlier is that I was not asking those questions of myself, I was wanting to ask them my W, to make her think, because my answer would be NO to all of these questions!
Update on Sunday: Went to W's parents house in the morning. W is pretty upbeat and shares stuff and we talk about all kinds of things, she jokes around and shows me failblog.org (you should check it out btw, it's hilarious!!!) On Sat, W showed her shop and her apartment to her sister and her sister just sort of hung out over there. Anyways, W's sister is staying at her parents house with her kids. We were gonna go see a movie in the afternoon. On the way to the movie theater, W rides with her sister and her kids. On the way, I am sure they talked, because when W and I and the kids were on the way home after the movie, W is very quiet. I ask her if she's not feeling well and she says no she's not and she's mad at her parents. Apparently, her sister told her/their parents that she's living in a sh!thole apartment (W's words). I agree that it's not high end by a long shot, but it's a place and W says that's all she can afford. Anywho, her sister and W's parents have been siding with me all along the whole sitch and I don't think it's helping things. W just gets really pissed off about it. But I have nothing to do with their attitude. I made a mistake last Oct when I gave them some details about stuff that was going on and that caused big trouble. So I have not talked to any of them about the sitch at all since then and I told W that I wouldn't in Oct. She knows that now and is not blaming me for this, but it still sucks and does not help things along. It does bother me less and less these things I have noticed. It's just that I really feel that none of that is my fault.
