I'm not really sure if I should be asking for so much advice when I'm not really giving any or posting on other people's threads, but I'm not really sure of what to do.
H was over at my house "watching" the kids. Apparently he was on the computer or texting the whole time and left at 4pm. I don't get home until 6:30 so the kids were on their own for a few hours. When I said something about it he was like, it's no different that when they get home from school.
I'm so sad and disappointed. I've been feeling so good about myself the past few days and have been feeling like I've been making really good steps with DB'ing, but now I'm not so sure.
I hate this stinking roller coaster. It seems like everything's getting worse. He's pulling away more, getting more involved with the EA, and pulling away from the kids. I think he's in a MLC and depressed. Lovely combination.
It's becoming so difficult for me to have a PMA and continue GAL when I feel so . . . like it's not doing anything. I know, I know I need to be patient. I'm a lot better when he's around as far as acting as if and putting my best foot forward.
I dont' know. I think I'm rambling a bit and probably not making much sense. I didn't even really ask a question. Thank goodness I have an IC appointment tomorrow. Sorry to bug you with the randomness.
