The adventure continues--part 2

[AFWAW]

Had to call her back about switching the water bill to my name--they wouldn't let me do it. She asked me again if I was ok--no, I'm not but I will be eventually was my response. She asked why I was telling her I was ok before. I didn't really have a good response. I asked her if it wasn't for my daughter would she ever talk to me again. She said no, probably not. I said ok, why? She said I don't know and I really don't want to talk about this right now. Ok, I have it at this point--I cannot take the uncertainty in my life, so I asked her whey are we going to talk about this? She said well, daughter said she would spend the night on Friday and Sat, why don't we all go out to eat and talk about it then? Ok, I agreed.

Really at this point, I am ready to be done either way. She can either file or tell me what the deal is and come home. I will either make rank and pcs or I'm retiring and moving if she's not coming home and at this point it doesn't feel like she is based on her comments and actions. I am sick of being depressed and would rather just get it over than delaying the inevitable.

BTW--I asked my daughter if she called my wife back and she said no, she didn't feel like talking to her tonight--ugh, this is not gonna be good for my daughter in the future I'll bet.