Maybe it is like cleaning out your memory closets. I actually took my ex's number off my cell and his parents too. Ok I still haven't gotten to his clothes and books and albums but I will. I think it would be good to talk to someone but you know you can always talk to us too.
This site me got out of my funk faster than my C but then again I had been going to her for quite a while. Maybe everything just clicked. Don't be so hard on yourself. I am rooting for you.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory