OK....

Your signature line says your Daughter is 21.

So now I am a bit confused where the SAHM thing comes into play.

I assumed that perhaps you had younger kids.

What did you do when she was at school? Or did you homeschool?


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. After he left, I don't paint, haven't gone to any art shows and more or less stopped hanging out with most of my friends.


So what have you been doing for the past two years?

It sounds like you have been depressed and having a major pity party.

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I've become unhappy, insecure, and worried about my future!


You have been in this mode for far too long now.

Have you seen a Doctor about depression?

Maybe it may be time for some meds.

I know you don't need any harsh words right now, but honestly, you have all of the tools you need to "fix" your own life and you don't use them.

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.