Thank you, but this is something I'm still trying to understand.... how and why am I still a threat to him? I don't care to expose him, he can live the life of denial all he wants. I don't care to accept his (cherished) money, he can keep his child support. I don't care to contact him, I don't wish him any harm.... well, except for the hours following a court hearing, when I feel he needs to beheaded, LOL. He has a rather nice life before him, yet, he chooses to remain in the past with some need for revenge and/or to destroy me. Why?
I understand that I do know the truth, and am probably the only who can truly expose his true past and what he has done. I realize I am the one he "vents" his building or built up tension on.... I see the cycle. But he lives in California, I don't have the time, nor the desire to expose him for who he is for the people out there.... I just don't care enough about the broken past, all I want is a comfortable future, one the kids and I have been dreaming about. We've been forced to change our dreams and plans so often because of the havoc he has created in our lives. I just don't understand why, what purpose does it serve?
For some reason, I feel if I can find an answer to my question(s) I can put a stop to all of this nonsense.
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you.........
