Well, lets see. The weekend wasn't a total bust, however I guess I was expecting more. It seems we both want to be married, we "have the same dreams." But she says she doesn't know how to get there, says she doesn't feel like my wife even though we aren't legally divorced. It was a good weekend in that we started to communicate each other's feelings better, however she didn't stay for the whole thing, which I am disappointed about.
I believe she still is in contact with OM and this doesn't sit well with me. I've told her my feelings about this and she says she doesn't talk to him anymore, but I just don't trust her. Can't prove it yet though.
She says she needs time. I guess I'm just loosing patience.
MMe-28 W-27 together 5yrs M-4 Kids-1 D-3 Bomb 20 Oct 08 Filed for D 29 Oct 08
