Military H, WAW, I'm back again

[BBrown]

So now what? We are going on a 3 day marriage "encounter" this weekend. I really think thats either going to make us or break us. I've done so much for her at this point I'm sick. Time for her to show me if she wants me or not.

[Puppy Dog Tails]

That is good, BB. I will say a prayer for you.

Was this her idea, or yours?

Puppy

[BBrown]

Well, lets see. The weekend wasn't a total bust, however I guess I was expecting more. It seems we both want to be married, we "have the same dreams." But she says she doesn't know how to get there, says she doesn't feel like my wife even though we aren't legally divorced. It was a good weekend in that we started to communicate each other's feelings better, however she didn't stay for the whole thing, which I am disappointed about.

I believe she still is in contact with OM and this doesn't sit well with me. I've told her my feelings about this and she says she doesn't talk to him anymore, but I just don't trust her. Can't prove it yet though.

She says she needs time. I guess I'm just loosing patience.

[BBrown]

Ok, she still keeps in contact with OM. Quite a bit I think. So I am just going to move on with my life. She isn't worth this anymore.

[BBrown]

Plus she said she doesn't feel like my wife and whatnot. Marks that she is single on her myspace. Has him as a friend on myspace, won't have me, posts on his page.

She has clearly made her choice.

[BBrown]

Thanks everyone that has helped support me in this journey. I've grown and learned a lot. Unfortunately I am too tired of dealing with all of this. I've decided to move on and put everything behind me. Going to do my best to be a good father for my daughter no matter where I am. Thanks again!