Just a quick update and a chance for me to burn some anxiety.
WAW just called and we had small talk about the past weekend, jobs, friends, etc... In my prior email to her I mentioned that I can get her copies of the credit cards when we meet for marriage counselling on Wednesday night. On the call, she asked if she could just shred them and I replied that is fine. Before hanging up she stated that she wanted to talk again this afternoon before I go work out. Putting two and two together, my gut tells me that she wants to shred the cards instead of giving them to me on Wednesday so that she can quit the counselling sessions.
She has told me time and again that she doesn't know if she wants to try and work things out between us. This is a major pill to swallow especially considering the fact that divorce or separation has never came up in prior discussions.
How can she go from a 15 year relationship to demanding a separation almost overnight without discussing it with a single person? How can she not even want to try and resolve the issues and repair the relationship? These are the hardest points to comprehend.
M 30 WAW 29 T 15 M 5 ILYBNILWY 3/8/09 Separated 3/14/09
