This is a long deal, you are doing very well, time to do something for you ,read a book, hell write one, go to a baseball game, opening games are today. play golf, join a club, get with a good friend tonight for a drink or three.
Remember to do these things for yourself, and if it results in communication down the road that is great, if it results in a woman who wants you back, that is great, but if it just turns you into a better man that is fun to be around, that is great also.
