Had our first mediation appointment last week. Went longer than we expected and seemed like we just "talked" about things (kids), without any huge decisions made. Went for 2.5 hours. Brought up some financial things near the end, which did not go well at all.
Wondered if that session would have a bearing on our trip to Florida, but we went anyway. No discussion on those items since then. Mood is distracted or detached for both of us. Went for the kids and are having some fun.
Need to get back into the negotiations when off of vacation. Things are not good between us right now. She just wants out and I think I do to. Would take her back in a second if she wanted to do work, or recommit to the M. Praying less on her coming back and more on my happiness and find joy in my life.
