toh, it is good you are finding strength to lead your life.
What bothers me is that it took sparks with another man for you to detach and end your M. That's jumping from the frying pan to the fire. You are in the infatuation stage of a new R, and you ended your M in that euphoric feeling from being with another man.
Don't keep relying on a man or someone else for your strength.
Find your strength in yourself.
(((toh)))
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
