I go through my own predictable phases of being happy, optimistic, positive, and then when no big changes happen I get more negative/critical/pessimistic.
I am considering just cutting my tongue out to stop myself...
Seriously though I truly do understand that I will never get anywhere talking about it, if we are ever to really talk about things it would have to be his idea and he would have to start it, or it would be more of me pushing. I just need to walk the walk...
