I knew of spider women, now we have John the spider man, making a mess on tables and desks \:\)

Sometimes I look at my H and feel things, I feel some warmth and the feeling you have towards a person you KNOW very well... Like a friend or something, family? That's what I've been trying to build on. But it hasnt been possible yet.

Example :H hasnt called today. I havent either. Nothing to say to each other. It doesnt bother me,cause I dont need it. But it does sound dsicouraging dont you think?
Today I think he is trying to see if I will call him. He probably feels he is doing "all the hard work" and wants to make a point.


Me&H:42
S11&D10
Bomb 5/2007-Sep 11/2007
Reconc.November 2009