Uh guys.. its too soon! He still wont allow it! I tried to say during our chat.. why dont you phone, why cant we see each other then, if you miss me so much.. thats when he said that quite harsh thing "Do you want me to spell it out to you?" - meaning, he CANT or wont, because of her, still. He looked SOOO upset though.
So.. if I try.. I would likely get more rejection and I worry that would put pressure on him. I think I forgot to say that, he was pulling at his hair, saying "I feel under so much pressure".. I guess to finally decide.
We are both going home Friday, even if he doesnt give me a lift, I will TRY and meet up with him back home.. that would be fantastic if we could do that with our oldest friends, which we havent done since last July.. like his BMF as I usually see his wife, J, on a Saturday night when I am home.. would be great to get him to meet me for a drink back home.. I think that would really be something? And Venus goes into Pisces on Saturday.. could be time to find love!
And.. I am also going to contact the Piscean this week, I dont know how or when... maybe ask to meet up this weekend.. but I worry if we do, we will be 19 and 21 again, if you get my drift. Lets just call in Plan B.. but I havent got any preconceived ideas, just gonna follow my gut instinct!
