Happy week to you too! Its good news... Venus is about to go into Pisces for 2 weeks from the end of the week..Venus is in exaltation there and should bring good things!! Hmm.. heres yuor weekly stars..
6-13 april
So exactly how is a spiritually evolved person like yourself supposed to go on smiling and bowing and responding politely when your temperature is just about to reach the boiling point of lead? It is difficult to maintain an air of diplomacy and patience with people who have already pushed you way beyond the limits of human endurance, but do you really want to cut ties? Don't answer that.
...as for H..reading what you say, I wonder how much he realises he is hurting you by being away so much? Or does he even realise how little time he gives you? Could you give up talking to him and present it to him visually.. ask him to look at the hours he spends eating, sleeping, working, travelling, with friends, with the kids and .. with you.. and draw up like a Pie chart? Daily? Or do one for the average of the week..Or you do it, and show it to him?! And I dont mean in a kind of critical way, just to ask him calmly how he sees it.. you didnt want a D becuase you said your life was out of balance away from us.. do you feel you have the balance right now? I dont know, just an idea, as talking doesnt 'work'. As that brilliant book explains!
Also.. do you NOT feel connected to H then, despite seeing him sometimes? I never see my ex.. I see him after 4 months and within a day, the connection is there.. it just is, we are inexplicably connected despite the separation. That book was saying that lack of connection happens when we are resentful and reading your descriptions of how he ignores and rejects you and left you alone to live, dream, raise the children... I dont blame you. DO you feel resentful and what can you do to break that down?
