H is still at home, taking baby steps. He has bad days and nights. He is drinking a lot and sometimes that isn't good for him either. He questions himself on what is wrong with him, but for the most part hasn't been too bad the last month or so. I want our marriage to work, but I am more worried about him really than anything else, seeing him through this. Hopefully we will make it out the other side. I have faith that we will. He isn't nearly as affectionate as he was when he wasn't living with me, but right now that is OK, and I see baby steps where that is improving too. So still floating, but he is home everyday when I get home, and I love that. Traded my green mustang for a red one that is a convertible, reduced my payments some, same exact car, just less miles and a convertible. The weather is starting to improve now so I can go with the top down and that is fun.
My work on the other hand sucks right now, other than I have a job. I had said before that the executive director was retiring, and the associate director is taking over. He has already made some changes, one being my job. I have been moved back to the research area where I started working with numbers, creating surveys, looking at a grid most days and I HATE it. I also lost my 4 10 hour days. Another hate. The new director really didn't like the 4 10 hour days, he loves to be here more than anywhere. So we all wonder if we will lose our week off at Christmas too, if you want off you have to take vacation time. Many people are worried. So I have been actively looking for another job, even thinking about driving back and for the Kansas City, for a 4 day a week job. Had a great interview on Monday it would have been 3.5 miles from my house, and they really wanted me but the dentist didn't want to pay me what I need. So still looking. Many people don't like that I am not on the phone anymore, and have made lots of comments, but that is life!
So all in all, I won't complain about anything, other than I really need to mow my grass. Every weekend seems to be raining. I am almost done with school this semester. Have to write one paper by Saturday. Have already finished one class with a B.
I hope everyone is doing well. Sorry I just dropped off, but with H home and the new job, don't have near the time I did before.
I am still praying for everyone and hope all is well.
hey mt glad you are hanging in there. been worried about you. today should be a beautiful day for that new car!! I am so jealous lol! got lots of rain last nite, and i had already needed to mow. sending lots of prayers your way..........
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010