Went to visit my Sexy Voice man and his daughter today...the one that I am only 'friends' with now...it was a nice visit...i had a good time and there was no pressure---just friends getting together...
I was supposed to go on a date with my Aussie this evening but he got sick. So I guess I will get together with him soon...
I have been having dreams about STBXH and OW and their baby...have no idea why...perhaps it is because the divorce is imminent and my sub-conscious is regressing...wow but the dreams are vivid and I wake up feeling depressed. Not that I DON'T want to be divorced, however, I suppose the change in my life is complete...and it is coming out in my dreams...
I look forward to the new chapter in my life...I know everything is going to be great...however there is great sadness that it took so much pain to get to that place. I imagine that no wonderful thing in life happens without pain, suffering or anguish of some sort...
So, onward---on this fabulous journey.
Love to all, Valentine
Aug '06: H moved out July '08: H had a kid with the OW May 12 '09: emancipation day
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller
