I've said it before, and I'll say it again - your faith is inspirational. I'm so sorry you keep getting discouraging revelations from your H, but your unwavering faith and commitment gives me courage and hope for my own sit, and I thank you so much for sharing your journey with us.
You were one of the first people here to give me advice, and even though you are going through such a difficult time, you still check in on me and help keep my spirits up. Your kindness and generosity of spirit is evident, and God will reward you. You remain in my prayers, and I have a huge amount of respect for you.
Thank you for your contribution to this community, and for your service to our country. You are a hero, and I salute you!