Swimming upstream...PH #7

[pearlharbr]

I did take that part out, although I still believe it.

The meeting wasn't as good as I had hoped. I let myself get emotional and that kind of derailed the train for a bit. But apologized for being emotional when discussing business matters and went back to it.

Ended up having some R talk afterwards which I did not want but xBF started. He thinks my note from the other day was chastising him and he doesn't appreciate it. I told him it's not going to be 50/50 in the effort at first. He needs to step up and start showing me he is the person from the "I want you back" letter, not the cold and business-like person I'm seeing and talking to now.

Then he asked me what I want him to do. Sigh. I don't want to tell him what to do. Told him I wrote him a letter and he could read it and let me know what he thinks. So then he packed up his stuff and left.

Now I'm trying to put it out of my mind. Going to see Watchmen in a bit.