Something I did the other day "saved" me - I told God that I was going to give my W, my marriage, my relationship, my kids, and everything else completely over to him - and I 'looked Him in the eye' and basically said this:
"I am throwing myself completely and utterly on your grace in faith - so you BETTER come through for me."
Haven't looked back since! I get sad and stuff occasionally still, but it's different now...
Wow! That's taking a giant leap of faith! I hope He comes through for you. I know He has the power to do it.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
