he is willing to switch jobs, the store we would be buying is easily an hour from where he was working, which is where she lives (she no longer works there). he thought he was ready to jump back home but told me he feels like he needs to work his way home. he feels that leaving his environment and starting fresh with the store can help him do that. im just nervous. he says he will focus on us, and try to make us work. im just afraid. although, i can look at it like this too - even if he jumped back home, it doesnt mean he cant find a way to see her or change his mind down the road.
i know that if i do not go through with this store, we dont stand a chance.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09