I try not to even respond when he says that. Its BS, I can think of a few times where I wasnt so innocent either, certainly nothing as bad as an A, but everybody hurts the people they love. Last time I did agree with him, you did hurt me, bad. I really think that he has some poetic romanticized idea about how Im going to move on and find ultimate happiness with someone else, but think of him fondly sometimes, and hes going to be walking on a beach somewhere thinking of me with a sad smile... blah blah blah.

The job he has right now he travels a lot, training other coasties. Hes going to New Orleans this week, where we had part of our honeymoon. I wonder if the trip will stir any memories for him. Im jealous! Its 30 degrees here and we still have a foot of snow on the ground!

The volcano went off again, we got even more ash this time, the ashcloud had lightening in it, it was awesome! Last time it happened it went on for 5 months!

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...