I know I was like that in the beginning, too. For me, it was about month 3 of the separation where I started looking at the R for what it truly was and not have it filtered through those rose-colored filters.
Me40 WAW37 M18 T20 S18,14 D13 EA Bomb 6/08 Sep 11/20/08 Ret 08/09 Sep/Filed 11/09