It is a daily struggle, but it does get easier as time passes.
It is getting a little easier. I think now that she's not sending mixed signals I have found it easier to adjust. I wonder is she's truly happy living by herself. I find myself anxious to move, to leave the state and start a new life with my daughter. So many possibilities. Seems like I was so close-minded before and I don't know why. I know, patience and keep working out. One day at a time.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!