I"m so glad to hear that you have sorted your thoughts and have realized that your true desire is a R with your H. That, I'm sure, solves some of your inner turmoil. Yes, your friends in RL are pushing you toward D but we all understand why - - - - they think that it would be the quickest solution to the pain they see you in. They don't realize that the added pain of D would only serve to make you more miserable in the long run because of your true desires to have a rebirth of your M. GOOD FOR YOU! I'm quite excited for you to work your way through these emotions and see where they lead you.
Travelling (said wistfully and with great envy).......my life's dream. I'm a travel agent for heavens sakes and I never go anywhere. How sad is that? You have to make sure to keep us apprised over here and in the alt about all of your adventures so I can live vicariously through you. Great to do these things while you're young and vital and can enjoy them to their fullest. BRAVO!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!