So, yesterday was not so good. H called me at work to tell me that I either needed to bring the kids some food since he had none and didn't have a way of getting any or that I needed to pick them up. He was like, well I know you have plans (in a super sarcastic way) so maybe you can talk to your mom about getting them. I told him I'd see what I could do but that I doubted she would get them. I pretended to call my mom and then called him and told him that the only thing I could do was to order a pizza for dinner and then bring some food for the next day. I was not about to cancel my plans because he was being dumb. He was like, fine whatever I have to go. Then he texts me a couple of minutes later and says don't worry about the kids I'll figure something out. So, I was like it's up to you just let me know what you want. The next text says, you know what I f'ing want. Then right after he says, I either need you to bring food or pick them up bottom line. So I repeated what I was going to do and asked him where I could order the pizza. He was like, you're ordering it you figure it out. So I just said ok I'll let you know.
I get out of work and text him that I'm going to go home and change (got up late) and then I'd be over with some food. I'm getting ready and I get a text from him asking if I was on my way yet. I answered him at 7:30 and told him I was on my way. He was like, are you f'ing kidding me? It's nice to see that your night out is more important than feeding your kids. I totally ignored that last one. Normally I would have defended myself and tried to justify what I was doing. Not this time.
What I really wanted to say was EXCUSE ME?!?! You're the one calling me because you have no food to feed your kids and you're being rude to me? You're lucky I'm doing this.
I got there, dropped the food off, talked to the kids for a little bit and left. I must say I looked good since I was dressed to go out. Not too sure if he noticed. I did go over to where he was sitting to ask him about when his parents would be picking up the kids and sitting next to him on the table was a guide to getting divorced. I started to ask him about it but then quickly brushed it off saying well that's not important right now.
Is this normal? I have no idea why he acted like this. Especially since he has freedom to do what he wants every day of the week. Now he's back to the angry wanting to get a divorce guy. I don't know what happened. Friday he was so different it seemed like we were on friendly terms, you know? Now it's all back to the way it was. It's so confusing. I know I need to just live life and stop trying to analyze everything, but it's hard for me since I'm the kind who likes to find the motivations behind all peoples' actions.
I started to ask him about it but then quickly brushed it off saying well that's not important right now.
