Well, after sleeping, I still feel the same way ... completle dejected, despondent and alone. I am not sure why my H has decided to complete shut me out of his life. He said, in the beginning, he wanted to be friends. Yet, and I can't see thru all that he's done -- including the things he wants me to agree to in this agreement -- and come out the other side, feeling like he's being honest with me about that statement. How can a man "want to be friends" and dishonor and disrespect me as he has done? I can't seem to wrap my mind around this concept.
He wants me to agree to not filing a "full disclosure." Yet, I still wonder where all his extra money has gone to for the past several years. There is so much, that I feel cheated on, that it is overwhelming.
