Well, just got a voice mail message that she's dropping off her mom and on her way home.

I'm going to try and be upbeat and positive but I'm really not looking forward to seeing her. I'm sure she's going to want to talk about custody or the mattress.

I really just want a break from it all for one nite. I'm tempted to go out as soon as she gets home but I know that's not the right answer either.

I think I feel trapped just like she does. This is a horrible feeling.

I hope something comes to me soon


Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13