Most Difficult Time of My Life

[Kokopelli]

I like the pus metaphor Ant. I feel my W views me the same way, with a lot of anger and bitterness. I truly believe you don't just turn love off. There is just other "muck" covering their hearts right now and we have to give them space to start cleaning it off. I will pray for you as well friend. Lord knows all of us on the board here can use the positive energy. I think with you, she's telling you her feelings are getting worse, you probably should do some serious 180's or Last Resort to allow the negative feelings to reduce down. Take my advice for what you paid for it though, my situation is pretty jacked up and seems to get worse daily.