I'm sorry NC. I'm thinking your W has kind of blamed you for everything and maybe anything going wrong in her life? Now after the D, I'm thinking she is going to realize at some point that was crazy. I can't imagine keeping up all that anger she has. It must be exhausting!!! And it hurts her more than anyone!!! Don't get me wrong, I don't feel sorry for her or anything, she's done this to herself, but honestly I think a year or 2 down the road you're going to be living a really happy, loving life and your W will not... (((((NC))))) Karen