I completely understand. I guess all I'm saying is he's still got such a long way to go, so if you are wanting him to come back again, then you'll most likely be in for a long, long haul.
Are you ready for another lengthy winter w/no real idea of when the spring thaw will come?
On another front, are you ready to let him go? That is the painful part, but if you can see that there is no real end in sight, then you may have to face this reality as well.
I firmly believe you can be in love w/someone forever, but that doesn't mean you can't give your heart away and be happy. You may come to a point where you'll need to move on w/your life and love him from afar and keep his well-being in your thoughts.
You've done this before w/"the Piscean." You said when you two saw each other, the old feelings fired up like no time had been lost at all. Maybe he's the one you are supposed to reconnect with?
I don't know, but I do wish the path for you was clearer. Of course, none of us have that ability, so all I can do is support you from the deserts of Arizona and continue to send thoughts, prayers, and hugs your way.
