It's Complicated! Part 5

[glamgirl]

Naej they do charge for missed appts., not so sure they won't charge h when he trys to reschedule or just not take an appt from him, but you are right not MY issue.

BM thank you so much for reminding me of NOT taking it personally. It's so hard when someone that you truly love and care about is so rude and disrespectful. He really shows me that he doesn't care how I feel or care enough to include me. I am sure that is NOT his intent, but not so sure what holds him back from being informative and respectful. He wants that from others, but is unwilling to be that way himself.

Snodderly thanks for stopping by. Your posts always lift my spirits when I feel down in the dumps. Thank you for understanding ME and MY situation.

Thanks Peace for continuing to encourage me. I know that you know how very tough this situation is. I did more praying the past few days and realize that I can always TRUST in God. He is really the only one I can put my TRUST in.

Thanks NLT for stopping by. I know that you have been through great struggles and you are progressing through your own crisis nicely.

It's a beautiful day today. I made homemade donuts for the kids and a fresh fruit salad for breakfast. I spent time reading to the kids today and we prayed together. I love my kids and they make everything so worth while.

I am sad today though. I miss the person that my h was. He was really a good man. I do feel hopeless today, but that is ok because I am moving forward with my life. I have a future, regardless of what it looks like.

H said he would be here today, but I am doubtful that will happen. It's not ok for his poor behavior, but I am no longer waiting for him to arrive. I have plans today with the kids.

Thanks all for listening and encouraging. I wish I had something more positive to post, but this is reality.