Hey Julia, yes I did have a fun night (before the hideous emotional meltdown!!)... I said to Cher my ribs were hurting from laughing so much. It was a good night out, 10 of us. I did get horribly p*ssed though, which I dont normally do. But it was upsetting to hear my ex say he wants to walk off a cliff, naturally.
I didnt have any preconceived ideas or goals.. I just wanted to see him. You know how when you go see your BF.. you dont have an 'agenda' or plan, or goal, just a feeling of gladness you will see them? I did want to find out about Helen (got that) and I hoped to connect with my ex, but we did, in our usual over emotional stylee! It is alot to digest and I feel pretty over whelmed and like my Mum said.. you were doing ok, now he has put you back to square one.. which is true.
