Hey K.. yes I still want him, and then some.. Yes, it was a little boost to see the Piscean and know he still probably loves me in part, 15 years later as part of me always will love him.. but my ex here, the Leo, HE is the love of my life. Its been 13 years and counting and I cannot imagine life with him not in it. I think of Natasha Richardson and Jade Goody and how their partners must feel now they can no longer speak to that person and I think, how would I feel if he did jump off that cliff? Bereft. Heartbroken.

And yes.. we were very drunk!! (but thats the only way he can open up lately it seems).