WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 6

[confusedinpa]

Antlers

Thanks for the support. I know this is something she needs to do. I just home her journey leads back home.

We just finished lunch and she left to go shopping for bunk beds. I'm taking the kids to an easter egg hunt. I've been with a knot in my stomach now for the past 12 weeks. I've lost almost 25 lbs. Horrible way to lose weight

Before she went out, my wife asked if I had any new thoughts about the bed. I said no.

She did come to me for a kiss on the check and a hug to crack her back. I gave them to her but am regretting it as I've been worried about enabling her.

I actually starting to get a little numb. Perhaps its emotional overload or its my depression coming back.

I know I will be happy if I chose to be. I will have the strength to make that choice.

Its hard when you feel alone. She has her mom. My friends are all 2-3 hours away and they have their own families to worry about. I must remember that I will not be alone as I will always have my boys