1.) having separation anxiety 2.) so many days apart...so little time together 3.) feeling a little regret...things I said...what I should have said 4.) re-thinking what A said...did say...didn't say 5.) I held back my wave of emotions when he was telling me about places he has gone and restaurants he has eaten in...I wanted to strangle him
6.) My mind goes back and forth from negative to positve. a.) He thinks about me to he wants to forget about me. b.) He wants me in his life, but in a very controlled way. c.) Come a tad close, but I don't want you close.
7.) I get a feeling that he doesn't want to give relationship messages...but he wants me on the perimeter of his life. a.) The perimeter is a tough place to be (I guess it is better than out of his life)
