Well John, I can pretend, be optimistic, I can even fake being happy for the "second chance" I got, but I think this was just a chance to feel confident about whatever I decide to do. And I have come to the conclusion it's not the time he hasnt got, it's the will and desire for me I dont see. I believe I would get to see it, even if he wanted to hide it, but nope, it's not there... K
