This weekend will be hard... Hubby is looking at an apartment in a few hours. I do realize that in order for him to find himself..he needs to be on his own.
He says he is done with her... but they do still talk. For me, he needs no contact...period.
I know he loves me, he feels something is missing. Yup, and it will always be missing when part of him is still thinking,feeling, and talking with another female that he has been with.
I work all weekend. Going to apply for a different job within my company. Either way, I dont care... its not as important as it was at one time... nothing really matters anymore.
The only time hubby makes to see the kids right now is the weekends... maybe if he gets the apartment...he will actually keep them overnight. Im not looking forward to that, but it will give me more time to focus on me....
Wish we had sun here, weather is so bla and cold...im tired of being a hermit! I love to run..as soon as the weather gets warm..im there. And..my knee needs to not hurt so much! Crazy dancing I think I messed up my knee! LOL I think my age is showing!
