I was reading your post about him making you say something word for word and I was thinking "How awful and demeaning!" and then I was just shocked when he said the "swallowing" part.
Nobody should have to submit to such verbal abuse.
Lost-n-Iowa, I am at a loss for words as I see you have already gotten a lot of great advice.
People can tell you that you deserve so much better - but you have to believe it!
I really think that you need to get away from this man and heal yourself and your children. He's proven time and time again how much damage he can do.
I know it may seem impossible right now but I have a feeling that once you get out, you will wonder why you didn't do it sooner.
My prayers will be with you.
M:36 H:36 M 3 Y T 8 Y No kids Bomb 6/30/08 PA I filed 9/29/09 D final 1/22/2010
