WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 6

[confusedinpa]

She's going shopping for bunk beds with her mom instead of the easter egg hunt we go to every year with the boys. She said it would be too hard for her

I'm taking the boys. I want her to go with us but not if she doesn't want to

Aside from the champagne glasses from our wedding and coffee mugs from our honeymoon, it doesn't look like she is taking anything of "us". She did take her engagement and wedding ring with her jewelry box

This is hard to see bits and pieces go every day. I can't imagine the pain when she actually leaves

I must be strong for the boys. This is hard. I feel alone again